复杂

该来的还是会来

我....

是接受了吗

已经快两年了

我....

还是无法忘记

我...

是否对"朋友"的世界已变成黑白

曾经克服了

我比以前更爱自己

告诉自己坚强一点

在这个世界的某个地方总会有个地方愿意为我以重心

但已错了

世界是现实我无法在用单纯的心态去看见每件事

可以说我恐怖可以说我无情冷血

如你不了解我

我在对你说更多只会让我感觉需要博你同情

朋友合得来即使你说的话是好是坏

他都会接受

我愿意接受你的好与坏

但你接受不到我的

那这不在叫互相相爱了

有时候我不发言并不代表我接受你的想法

有时候我发言更不想得到争吵

我不善于表达我的心里话是因为我更看不到你愿意把心跟我交朋友

你一直觉得你是用真心跟我交朋友

但你的真心出卖了你

因为你的"真心"只有为期在三个月

如一个人真的用真心去爱身边的朋友

我就是用了自己的"真心"爱我身边的朋友

两年了..!!

我还没变心

我依然在关注我的"过去"

我很想说不要随便把"真心"挂在嘴边

用行动去证明

如果因为要别人说好听而掩盖了自己心里最真的话

那你觉得你听得舒服

我会觉得虚伪

事实就是事实

看你用怎样的心态面对别人对你的评论

好与坏接受它去改变它

真正的朋友会辅助你教导你去改变它

骂你并不代表恨你讨厌你

而是想把你做到最好

我好胜心强并不是一种错

但我的内心也是有脆弱的一面

可惜你真的无法看到

你一直说我没用真心去交朋友

其实我有

曾经被伤害过要我在短期以内交出来

那是一种不可能的事情

如果刚开始接受不到我的强悍的性格

那更不可能会接触到我的温柔一面

Welcome my super "cutie" hair

Finally I done for my new hair style
Its looks so "清纯" pure??
I'm no think so too
But when my hair style is completed many people praise it..
"Lam" sei me ya..hahah
My "ai ya ah mui" come here find me first comment for me is ah jie u so leng
And most important is after my new hair style she also want cut same as me
Conclusion of this hair style I am very satisfied
I need to say thank you for my BuBu and my new hair stylist Jeff
They are perfect,really beautifully
Before my super curly hair long to my waist and now cut to my collarbone next little bit
Show pic before my curly hair and a new hair style see wheather have a lot difference 
Before

After

And the price is reasonable
Wash,blow,cut,perm need RM100++above

Future

Time to blog a new post.
CNY so fast been finish =(
Want it hurry up to CNY but do not like it end b soon..
Bcoz I'm dislike back to my stupid hasty life..(WTH!)
Evry day study like a crazy horse keep rushing rushing and rushing..
But I starting miss my friend,my room,my melody,and my "Chou Chou"
Hewwww...!!why I'm so contradiction
Anyway wai jor my future I should study harder..
Tell myself make a dream before when I'm 30years old I should have a dream house use my own money to buy it..
So I'm now should start saving money,work hard and study hard..
Remember two days ago I saw fb people share a news about 45years old bcome a millionaire is not a dream..
I want to become..!Tell myself I can I can sure I can..
But I see I need to change my shortcomings..
Share a post with u hope evry people can same with me b a millionaire

My shortcoming is number 3..@@
At house my mom n dad call me "ah bei " ##read by hokkien (English call love to buy)
See one thing buy one thing so if wan shopping better don date me..(hahaha..)
Make example if I shopping whole day no trophy I would find me today out of waste time so I'll buy something even I haven use or not my size..
So I should CHANGE!  (please don follow my bad habit it not such a good thing to learn)
Make Ambition is a good things..
Even if the failure or success on their own efforts to work hard
Thats all for today post..!




Nightzzz...